“Early in the morning, Jesus stood on the shore, but the disciples did not
realize that it was Jesus. He called out to them, 'Friends, haven’t you any
fish?' 'No,' they answered. He said, 'Throw your net on the right side of the
boat and you will find some.' When they did, they were unable to haul the net in
because of the large number of fish. Then the disciple whom Jesus loved said to
Peter, 'It is the Lord!' As soon as Simon Peter heard him say, 'It is the
Lord,' he wrapped his outer garment around him (for he had taken it off) and
jumped into the water. The other disciples followed in the boat, towing the net
full of fish, for they were not far from shore, about a hundred yards. When they
landed, they saw a fire of burning coals there with fish on it, and some
bread.
“Jesus said to them, 'Bring some of the fish
you have just caught.' So Simon Peter climbed back into the boat and dragged the
net ashore. It was full of large fish, but even with so many the net was not
torn. Jesus said to them, “Come and have breakfast.” None of the disciples dared
ask him, 'Who are you?' They knew it was the Lord. 'Jesus came, took the bread
and gave it to them, and did the same with the fish. This was now the third time
Jesus appeared to his disciples after he was raised from the dead” (John
21:4-14).
Peter is
fishing with other disciples. Perhaps his mind is plagued by his denial of His
Savior. Peter cannot forget his sin. He is devastated by His failure. He has
denied his Lord. After their incredible catch, John recognizes this man on the
shore as the Lord. Peter has been working partly clothed on the boat. Now
suddenly he wraps himself in his outer garment, and jumps in the water to help
bring in the fish. I am not well-versed in the customs of that day and bringing
in fish. But I find it strange that he puts on his outer garment to jump into
the water. However, he has heard John call Jesus, “Lord”, and he realizes that
this is the Lord he denied knowing three times. With the sudden awareness of His
Savior's presence, Peter is physically, emotionally, and spiritually stripped
before Him. Grabbing his outer garment he covers himself and jumps into the
water to help gather in the fish. He is not only physically stripped. He is
spiritually stripped by his failure, and with His broken heart, he is
emotionally stripped. But there is nowhere to hide from the Savior on the shore.
He finally climbs back into the boat.
Peter does
not know what is about to happen, but he feels unready to face the Lord. He does
not know that he is about to be made new in his heart and mind‒so that he can
forgive himself as the Lord has forgiven him. This is the third time the Lord
has appeared to the disciples. And remember that Peter denied he knew Jesus
three times. The scene for forgiveness is set.
“When they had finished eating, Jesus said
to Simon Peter, 'Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?' 'Yes,
Lord,' he said, 'you know that I love you.' Jesus said, 'Feed my lambs.' Again
Jesus said, 'Simon son of John, do you love me?' He answered, 'Yes, Lord, you
know that I love you.' Jesus said, 'Take care of my sheep.' The third time he
said to him, 'Simon son of John, do you love me?' Peter was hurt because Jesus
asked him the third time, 'Do you love me?' He said, 'Lord, you know all things;
you know that I love you.' Jesus said, “Feed my sheep'” (John
21:15-17).
There on
the seashore where Jesus has cooked their breakfast, Jesus asks Peter if he
loves him. Picture Jesus and Peter sitting around the fire coal fire. The others
must have left, because this was a time for Peter and Jesus. Jesus asks him
three times, and Peter says he loves Jesus three times. Jesus tells him three
times to feed his sheep‒to reach others in His name. He tells Peter his focus is
in the wrong place, and his mind is in the wrong place. Peter is thinking of his
failure instead of his mission.
Jesus
lovingly takes Peter back to the point of his three-fold denial by a coal fire,
and tells him it doesn’t matter now. It is no mistake that Peter and Jesus are
by a coal fire at this moment. Peter surely remembers the coal fire where he
denied Jesus. But Jesus is saying “forgive yourself as I have forgiven you. The
past is over. Peter, if you love me, move on to feed the sheep. Don’t allow your
past failure to stop you.”
Just as
Peter, we make foolish attempts to hide. We try to cover ourselves, but Jesus
knows. We can't hide our failure from Jesus. He knows what they are, and He
doesn't want them to define our lives. Jesus longs to take each one of us the
point of our denial—of our failure, and say “you are healed because I am
resurrected. Move on in me.”