Have you been serving the Lord for years? I’m talking about everyone who ministers in the calling the Lord has given us. If God asked you, would you walk away from what you have built or have always done for Him? Or are you dependent on its security? Is He your desire or what you do for Him?
“One thing I have desired of the Lord, that will I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to inquire in His temple” (Psalm 27:4).
When you get right down to it, God should be your desire—not what you do for Him. He should be what you seek. Would just dwelling in Him be enough for you?
True humility means being willing to leave everything behind if that pleases God. Humility exalts God’s wishes above its own and has no plans of its own. It is totally dependent on God.
In Exodus 33, Moses asked God to see His glory. The Lord answered him: “My presence will go with you, and I will give you rest” (Exodus 33:14). In the next verse, Moses revealed his complete dependence on God by essentially saying, “Lord, if you don’t go with me, I’m not going anywhere!”
God is humility’s source. Humility seeks Him. It recognizes it can’t do anything without Him. Pride, though, refuses to recognize its dependence on God.
“The wicked in his proud countenance does not seek God; God is in none of his thoughts: Psalm 10:4).
Many aren’t arrogant and boastful. They may think about God, but yet still don’t seek Him. They only seek Him when they have a problem or need. After exhausting all their options, they finally go to God. Most people do what they can and then depend on God to do what they can’t. While most people may think and function this way, it is not the Lord’s way.
Where pride trusts only in self, humility trusts only in God. True humility depends on God and trusts Him to be who He says He is.
In the fifth chapter of John, Jesus voiced His dependence on God: “Then Jesus answered and said to them, ‘Most assuredly, I say to you, the Son can do nothing of Himself, but what He sees the Father do; for whatever He does, the Son also does in like manner’” (John 5:19).“I can of Myself do nothing. As I hear, I judge; and My judgment is righteous, because I do not seek My own will but the will of the Father who sent Me” (John 5:30).
These two statements reveal Jesus’ unity with the Father. Jesus was so dependent on God that He could not function independently of Him. If Jesus was this dependent on God, why should we think we can do things on our own? Pride, whether from high or low self-esteem, keeps us from trusting Him. High self-esteem keeps us from seeking Him because we have the answer. Low self-esteem keeps us from seeking Him because we don’t feel worthy of His answer. Jesus knew who He was in God. Do you?
You may be a born-again Christian and love God, but are you living without depending on Him? Are you a person who trusts yourself more than God or are you someone who has trouble trusting God because you believe He sees you as lowly and undesirable? Perhaps, you only go to Him when you have used up your last option or utterly fail. God is not a safety net. He is God.
Is what you are hearing from the Lord? Be sure the voice telling you to do something is the Lord’s. If it doesn’t agree with the Word, it is not God. It is either the enemy stroking a puffed-up ego or your conscience condemning you. God is greater than the enemy stroking your high self-esteem or your conscience, reminding you how unworthy you are. Remember, high and low self-esteem are both forms of pride.
If the Lord has told you to do something, do it. Don’t ask for someone else’s opinion. Even if it looks like things may not work out in your favor, trust the Lord. Don’t be prideful and lean on your own understanding (Proverbs 3:5). Trust God to be God and to work things out for your good (Isaiah 46:10, Romans 8:28).
When Peter saw Jesus walking on the water and Peter said, “Lord, if it’s You, bid me come,” it was humility for Peter to obey (Matthew 28:29). It was humility for Peter to get out of the boat and walk on the water. Perhaps, you don’t see that as humility. But true humility is dependent on God and trusts His Word. Peter trusted Jesus’ Word. If God tells you to stay where you are, stay. But if God says, “come,” doubting His Word and not trusting His ability would be pride. It wasn’t Peter’s ability that allowed him to walk on water. He walked on water because He stepped out of the boat, trusting Jesus’ ability to perform His Word. It is humility for you to step out of your boat of false security and trust God.
Were you raised with a wrong understanding of humility? Was it wrong to ever stand out or draw attention to yourself? If something good happened in your life, were you expected to deny it as a person who didn’t deserve it? Humility isn’t denying what God is doing in your life. Humility is acknowledging it. Humility is living a balanced life of dependence on God.
If you were taught to believe that humility is a self-condemning attitude and, as a result, rejected the things God called you to do, you need to repent. Humble yourself and allow God’s grace to change you. If you have been fearful and not stepping out and speaking your vision because of someone’s opinion, repent. The only One you have to please is God.
God has asked you to do something beyond your natural inclination and ability. He has something that will bless those you love. Don’t allow pride to deprive those you love of their blessings. If God’s will is for you to be a janitor in a company, humbly accept it. If God’s will is for you to be the CEO of that same company, humbly accept that position. That is being a servant. That is humility.
You never acquire humility once and then maintain it for the rest of your life. Humility is a constant process of self-examination and fine-tuning your life. Always assess your life. You can be in pride and not even know it.
“And if anyone thinks that he knows anything, he knows nothing yet as he ought to know” (1 Corinthians 8:2).
We cannot get rid of pride without completely dying. We must deal with ourselves as long as we live in a body. We have to manage our tendency to live independently of God.
“For exaltation comes neither from the east nor from the west nor from the south. But God is the Judge. He puts down one, and exalts another” (Psalm 75:6-7).
God exalts us. He instructs us to humble ourselves so that He can exalt us (1 Peter 5:6). When we exalt ourselves, we don’t trust God’s promise to reward those who serve “as to the Lord” or who first seek His kingdom (Ephesians 6:7-8, Colossians 3:23-24, Matthew 6:33). When we devalue ourselves, we don’t trust God’s promise that He loves us enough to use us. Both these attitudes reveal a false belief that God is indifferent, that we cannot depend on Him, and that He won’t reward our humility.
God is not indifferent to you! You can depend on Him! Know your value to God. There is no reason to prove yourself when you have nothing to prove. Daily, humble yourself and assess your thoughts. Do they agree with God’s Word and His assessment of you? Trust His assessment and walk in the assurance of your salvation.
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