For the Lord is the
Spirit, and wherever the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. So all
of us who have had that veil removed can see and reflect the glory of the Lord.
And the Lord—who is the Spirit—makes us more and more like him as we are changed
into his glorious image.
—2 Corinthians 3:17-18
(NLT)
Once so blind, but,
thankfully, now I see.
Why had I only partly
entered your Holy of Holies? You had removed the veil that blocked my entrance with
your sacrifice, but why had I not completely stepped into you presence—into the
freedom you had purchased for me? You had removed my mask, but why had I held
it tightly in place? Had I been afraid of what you would require of me? Had I
been afraid of letting go and letting you fill me with your Spirit?
Of course I had. I thought
the mask would protect me, but I discovered it only imprisoned my pain. I was
afraid that letting you have every part of my life would never be the ultimate
freedom. But you never stopped reaching for me. You never stopped asking me to
come into your presence with nothing in the way. No mask. No wall. You just
waited for me to enter. Stripped of all pretense. Hiding nothing and being
real.
You kept calling me with your
everlasting love, and I finally heard. I pushed through the barrier of my own wall—desperate
for the joy of your presence. I ripped the mask that hid my pain from my face. And
there you were with open arms in all your forgiveness and grace—just waiting
for me. You rushed into my void, and your glory filled my heart. I was finally
free.
© 2018 Lynn Lacher
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