A Believer’s Repentant Heart
Once more the pastor had shared the message of God’s
sanctifying grace. Once more he had reminded his congregation that heart change
was an on-going process. Once more he had bared his soul. You might have thought
his own “me too” as only one couple knelt at the altar would have revealed his
own repentant heart to the congregation. He had prayed that God's people would
have a teachable spirit just as David had when faced with his own failure. Had
the sermon fallen on deaf ears?
Jesus once told his disciples why he spoke to others in
parable. “Though seeing, they do not see; though hearing, they do not hear or
understand. In them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah: 'You will be ever
hearing but never understanding; you will be ever seeing but never perceiving.
For this people's heart has become calloused; they hardly hear with their ears,
and they have closed their eyes. Otherwise they might see with their eyes, hear
with their ears, and understand with their hearts and turn, and I would heal
them’” (Matthew 13: 13-15).
With closed eyes and ears, many people that morning had
never entertained the idea that their pastor’s convicting message was for them.
Others had heard the message and were literally unwilling. Afraid of what others
might think - disinclined to submit to the convicting power of the Holy Spirit,
they stood with hands gripping the pew in front of them, not even realizing that
they had said “no” to the will of God. They were not even aware that the
attitude of their hearts had been dictated by human will instead of a Holy
Spirit altered heart and mind.
As
a believer I am to have an open spirit to what the Lord instructs. I do not have
the option to ignore the transformation of the Spirit. “Therefore, I urge you,
brothers,” the apostle Paul declared, “in view of God's mercy, to offer your
bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God--this is your spiritual
act of worship. Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be
transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and
approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will” (Romans
12:1-2).
My
life should be an act of spiritual worship to the God who became a living
sacrifice for me. Spirit and truth are inseparable. If I worship God in spirit
and truth (John 4:23-24), I offer a yielded heart to His replenishment.
Spiritual transformation is discovered in the renewing of my mind. A willingness
to be renewed means that I am ready to admit I am not perfect. It means I seek
His perfect will, not just stumble into His permissive will.
“You were taught,” Paul also wrote,” with regard to your
former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its
deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on
the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness”
(Ephesians 4: 23-23).
I
am also created to be holy as God is holy (I Peter 1:15), but I cannot be like
Him until my attitudes and desires are what He wishes. In repentance I discover
God’s desire instead of my own. The reason that repentance is ongoing is because
absolute holiness of heart is a goal. When my heart and mind is constantly
renewed, repentance creates the ability to put off the old and put on the new.
On earth holiness is a goal that is daily discovered. It is the culmination of
daily surrenders which brings me closer to the ultimate target. In heaven when I
stand in the presence of God, holiness shall be a goal completely realized. No
longer will I see Him through a glass darkly, but then I shall see Him. face to
face (I Corinthians 13:12).
God seeks the whole earth for those whose hearts totally
belong to Him. To such a person God gives His strength which empowers personal
change (I Chronicles 16: 9). Christians who constantly experience the renewing
power of the Holy Spirit view God’s omnipotence with humble amazement at His
love. When David’s sin with Bathsheba was brought to his attention by Nathan,
David hit the ground in repentance. There was no hesitation in his humble heart.
His example teaches that even those with a heart that loves the Lord, need to be
spiritually open to the convicting presence of the Holy Spirit. David
experienced God’s immediate forgiveness because of his repentant heart. If his
heart had been calloused, David never would have realized at what point the Holy
Spirit had left him.
Only the blood of Jesus brings new life to what would
otherwise remain dead in transgression in a Christian’s life. When I repent God
cleanses my heart, and washes away the impurities. He promises, “I will give you
a clean heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of
stone and give you a heart of flesh” (Ezekiel 36: 26).
Where once my heart was as hard and unyielding as stone
now he promises it shall beat with the pulsating blood of His living sacrifice.
Where once calloused inner pain held God’s renewal at bay, now I shall be
energized by His living presence. A new heart and the indwelling presence of the
Holy Spirit fills me with the desire to keep His laws and commandments- not
because they are rules to be followed, but because I love Him above all else.
His law shall be my delight, and in every way He shall be my God and I shall
belong only to Him (Ezekiel 26: 27-28).
Sincere holiness comes as a result of a rejuvenated
heart, and not as the result of a legalistic-type rule, and is the outward
expression of inward renewal. Because the sacrifice of His blood has made me
clean, holiness expects absolute surrender to the will of God. Christ’s blood
flows easily and fully into a repentant heart.
Repentance is a life changing experience. It means that
you have been halted in your tracks, and made a complete turn around. True
repentance comes from knowing the convicting power of the Holy Spirit and
changes your heart attitude. It is not measured in a personal outward change as
the Pharisees instructed. It is measured in the change of your heart. It calls
for a transformation that inspires vulnerability to a Holy God and the
transforming power of His Word.
Jesus compared his yielded disciples to the multitude
with deaf ears. “But blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears
because they hear. For I tell you the truth, many prophets and righteous men
longed to see what you see but did not see it, and to hear what you hear but did
not hear it” (Matthew 13: 16-17).
Do
I realize that a believer’s repentant heart is my only hope? If I don’t, then I
have missed His best. Realized, I know unparalleled intimacy.
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