“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him,and he will make your paths straight” (Proverbs 3:5-6, NLT).
I trust in you with all my heart, Lord–not with just a little bit that I allow, but with all of it. I surrender all of my heart–all of the struggle to find my own way through life. I surrender the pain of all my own failure to you. I surrender the hurt that has tortured my heart and the thoughts that have claimed my mind. I'm tired of holding on to all that I can't control. I'm tired of insisting on my own way. I'm tired of trying to make happen what I desire. I have nothing left right now. I have nothing left, but you. And you are exactly what I need now that I have been emptied of me.
So come, Lord Jesus. You are my Savior. Reach down and lift me from the bottom of this pit. My heart submits to you. When I'm drained of all strength, I trust in you. When I am empty with no purpose, I trust in you. When I am lost in a valley of pain and suffering, I trust in you. When my heart feels like it can't take another blow, I trust in you. When I have lost that which I hold the most dear, I trust in you. When I can't hear you or see you or feel you, I trust in you. When I don't understand why, I trust in you. You are my fortress, Lord God. You are my mighty tower. You are my deliverer.
Lead me, Lord. Lead me out of this valley. Whether it be of my own making or not, lead me out. I need you to make my path straight. I need you to show me the way I need to move forward. My hand is in yours. My heart rests in you. Your heart beats in me. You are my guide in all that lies ahead. You are my joy and my victory. Lead me, and I will follow. Lead me to the Rock that is stronger and so much higher than I.