I knew the woman that lay there was
no longer my aunt. I knew she was free to rejoice with her Savior and to see all
those she had loved on earth and died in Christ. Her husband—parents—my
mother—grandparents—the names were endless, and now she was free of the
constraints of her weakened little body. Yet this is how I had loved and known
her—my father’s sweet sister.
My father, in his own little world
that had already forgotten this loss, was struggling with his own illness far
away from this moment. I gazed on that face which was so like his, and on her
hands with his long fingers. Fingers
that had played over and over the hymns she loved—fingers that had stroked her
children’s faces, and fingers which had corrected when necessary. My father was her only sibling, and she had
loved and taken care of him through years of childhood the best way a big
sister could.
I will see my father this
afternoon. I will look upon the likeness of my aunt’s face. I will not know
what I can say or do until I discover where he lives in his mind. I will go
knowing it is well with her soul and it is well with His. These days are so
hard, yet so full. Emptied I can be filled with His joy and peace. Emptied of
self, I am free to walk in His Spirit and in whatever He requires of me.
Death is but a moment when we pass
from earthly constraint to heavenly freedom. One day my father, as my mother
and my aunt have done, will pass from this earthly moment to glory with the
Lord. One day I shall pass, too, and I pray my legacy is His message of love and
forgiveness. I’m only a tiny piece of His great story—a small fleck in His magnificent
purpose.
This morning my young friend,
Rachel, goes forth with His message to South Korea. Her life is ready to live
its purpose. Others will always go forth with His message. “I have loved you
with an everlasting love”, the Lord implores. “I have drawn you with unfailing
kindness” (Jeremiah 33:1 NIV). Everlasting. He draws us. His story never ends.
© 2017 Lynn
Lacher
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