Do you say you believe
God's grace has forgiven you, but that is not how you live? You might declare
that grace is God's undeserved favor, but if you don't feel it down in your
innermost being then you are caught on the treadmill of constantly striving to
be better. So many believers try to get rid of their guilt by trying to work
harder at it. Resentment—striving—anxiety all take their toll. They end up
punishing themselves by creating more suffering for themselves and others. They
find that they are unable to atone for what only Jesus can atone. Many
know in their minds that they are forgiven, but can't feel His forgiveness and
love in their hearts. They don't get it in their spiritual “gut” that grace is
free and can never be repaid.
“If you refuse to forgive
others,” Jesus said, “your Father will not forgive you of your sins” (Matthew
6:15, NLT). Unless you forgive, you will not experience His forgiveness and
live in the freedom of His grace. You experience this freedom when you freely
forgive from the heart. The Lord says to forgive your enemies. What if you are
your worst enemy? Forgive, He imparts! How you see yourself is how you see
others. Saying you believe you are forgiven but not experiencing His
forgiveness, reveals that you have not allowed His grace to transform your
heart. Judgment builds. Hurt inflames. Bitterness hardens your heart. Anger and
resentment, directed not only at others but at yourself, binds you in a prison
of unforgiveness that will ultimately destroy you.
If you are unable to
experience God's forgiveness, then you may be on a treadmill of striving, and
achieving what you believe will make God love you more. If you want to
experience God's unmerited grace in your deepest being, quit trying so hard to make
amends for what only Jesus’ grace can set free. Be sure you have not only asked
Him into your heart, but that you also seek Him as Lord of your life. Choose to
believe that He can change you. Slow down and quit striving mentally and
emotionally. Tell Him you want to forgive yourself and forgive others so that
you will no longer live in a perpetual state of bitterness and resentment. You
can only choose to forgive. You can't make yourself emotionally feel it. But He
can. Don't analyze. Don't strive. Allow Him to seep into the depths of your
soul. Ask Him to set you free from the “I'm not worthy mindset” that keeps you
from receiving His forgiveness. One day you will not only know that you are
forgiven. You will feel His forgiveness, and give it unreservedly to others
with a love and freedom that only He can impart.
© 2017 Lynn Lacher
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