The more I think of Him–the more I consider His heart–the more I
seek His truth, the less I am like me. Without even realizing it, I grow to be
more like Him. The closer I grow to Him, the more I become aware of my own lack
of growth. His perfection makes my effort seem a sense of failure. However, the
sense of failure that I believe reveals my own inadequacy is proof that I yearn
to be more like Him. It is in the yearning and seeking that I sometimes,
unwittingly, reach a higher step.
If I am lazy, then I do not struggle over any command in my
life. In fact, I am often unaware of the command because I have made no effort
to understand what God requires of me. Laziness brings no sense of failure
because I have learned no standard. With no standard, there can be no failure.
BUT.... with the an effort to seek Him, I learn His standard, I try to live it,
and I feel my own weakness instead of His strength. Instead of wallowing in my
sense of failure, I keep seeking and trying. His grace grows, and living in His
strength becomes easier as time passes. And this, instead of failure, is
spiritual growth.
“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made
perfect in weakness” (2 Corinthians
12:9).
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