Do you
know this story? At times it is my own. God directs me to do something that I
find terribly difficult, and I find a reason not to listen. If God is the
greatest reason for my life, then my obedience is not an option, and it does not
just happen. It is born of love and commitment to God, and it calls for my
personal sacrifice. When obedience is born of sacrifice, it reveals my
willingness to submit to God’s desire instead of my own. Often obedience
contradicts the desires of my heart.
We all
have made excuses.“It is too hard for me to do that! I don’t have time to study
the Word and pray. What would others think of me? What if I fail? The excuses
mount until God’s voice echoes like distant thunder. With our backs firmly
turned, and our hearts grown cold, we suddenly declare, “I refuse to do that,
Lord.”
Refusing
God means the loss of God's presence in our lives. David, when confronted by
Nathan for his sin with Bathsheba, immediately repented. “Do not cast me from
your presence,” he cried out to God, “or take your Holy Spirit from me” (Psalm
51:11). He understood the danger of being separated from God. His cry for
forgiveness speaks of his loving respect for God and his commitment to God’s
desires (Psalm 51). Solomon refused to listen to the Lord, and allowed his
weakness for the things of the world to destroy his relationship with the Lord.
Near the end of his life, he looks back on wasted years and declares in
Ecclesiastes, “Meaningless! Meaningless! Utterly meaningless! Everything is
meaningless” (Ecclesiastes 1:2)! The life of Solomon is a sad account of how he
blew the undeserved opportunities God had given him. Jonah ran from the Lord’s
instruction to witness to the depraved city of Nineveh, and he ended up in the
belly of a whale. It took disaster to bring Jonah a repentant heart. Even
following repentance, Jonah argued with the Lord and his obedience was less than
perfect. Refusing the Lord’s call devastates our lives in
Christ.
The Lord
yearns for us to have an obedient heart—one that listens to the conviction and
direction of the Holy Spirit as David listened—one which, unlike Jonah, follows
God’s will without argument. I certainly do not wish my life to be likened to
Solomon’s life—one lived apart from God. It is our responsibility for holiness
of heart and obedience to God to be the most important disciplines of our lives.
Disobedience stems from pride. Longing for personal acceptance by others, it
says “no” when the sacrifice involves humility. However, true obedience reveals
respect for the cost of Jesus’ sacrifice, and goes where disobedience never
will— into the very heart of God. This is where the joy of obedient sacrifice is
discovered.
“Remember this,”
Paul wrote, “whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows
generously will also reap generously. Each man should give what he has decided
in his heart to give, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a
cheerful giver. And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all
things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good
work” (II Corinthians 9:6-8). My compliance to God’s will speaks of joy in my
own sacrifice. If I invest with a joyful obedient heart, I shall receive the
grace of His total supply. I shall discover His joy in giving—the joy in giving
as He gave His life for me.
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